learning

i would be lying if i said there aren't moments when i'm scared. when i doubt. when i question the call. it is so big God, so beyond me. at the same time i know. the calling i felt as a young girl is so real. so alive. i try to dismiss it. i try to forget it. i try to fit in here, like i belong... but i don't. i think sometimes God just looks down on me and shakes his head. 'how many times do i need to tell you, sarah, that you are meant for greatness? that you are called to another land?' he never called me to easy or comfortable. he called me to take up my cross and follow him.

as i have prayed through the options, i feel that my heart has finally settled. this fall i will most likely be going to uganda to be a part of the watoto project. the website is here. i will get to minister to babies. orphans. the forgotten. the sick. the children of the lord. the ones i love.

i have only 4 months here to prepare. to close this chapter. to let go and allow God to finish my work here. scary. exciting. amazing. God, be glorified.