it is not what i expected. i'm not sure quite what i was expecting, but it isn't what i had in mind. i love the kiddos, i have made some awesome friends already, but i feel like i'm floundering for direction a bit. okay, honestly, a lot. my world is being rocked and it is a scary place to be. that is exactly where god would have me though. to be so beyond myself, what i can do and what i want that i must rely fully on him. i need him now more than ever before, literally.
there is a mental and spiritual retraining that is occurring. rediscovering my purpose and meaning in life. scary. vulnerable. beautiful. not the ride i had in mind, but thankfully i know the one who is in control!!
but there are some beautiful kiddos here that have effectively stolen my heart:
meet the love of my life <3
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